Do you ever judge someone by their cover? Do you ever stop and think maybe they are going through or have overcome something difficult that you couldn't imagine?
I battle feelings over these topics...I know I am not the skinniest girl, I know I am not the prettiest girl but I do have feelings. I constantly feel judged based on appearance. I am very self conscious when I am around other females. It is not jealousy I am pretty sure it was the constant bullying I went through when I was little, elementary and middle school. I don't think people realize what they might think is not hurtful really is.
One other thing that bothers me is the feelings of being used. I am a sweet girl, I will help you if I can, I will be an ear to vent to. I don't ask for a lot in return but maybe the same in return. I feel like I have a label on my forehead that I do not see but everyone else in the world does. I try not to let things bother me but they do sometimes.
Just somethings that I have rolling around in my mind...
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