This one is a little bit harder of a blog to write.
Life was hard between August 2014 to May 2015. To be honest I hated my life. I hated my job. I wasn't the most pleasant person to be around. I came home and didn't talk to anyone. No other ways to say it I was a Bitch. I was trying to get away, making decisions that were a little irrational and not well thought out. They weren't bad decisions but life changing decisions. I let something affect me that I shouldn't have. I let a person's actions and mental abuse get the best of me.
I didn't work with the nicest of a salesman. He had his days where he was great, but with great days were bad days. I cried just about everyday while at work.
I felt like I didn't matter, no matter how much I said I needed help I didn't get it.
I was in a very stressful position, which I can handle stress very well. I just can't handle stress and be treated like that. I prayed and prayed for something to open for me to escape.
A little over a month ago the owners of my company wanted to meet with me. Oh boy, this couldn't be good. They noticed me and how much I didn't want to be where I was. One of my lady coworkers was resigning and they wanted me to take over her job. It's like God shined the light, I was offered a position to be over the entire shipping department who is responsible for getting trucks shipped. Without any hesitation I took the job.
These past 5 weeks have been the best weeks in a long time. Not only do the ladies I work with listen and respect things I say to them, they help me and work as a team to get things done.
I went from a very angry person to the happiest I have been in a long time.
God some times doesn't give you what you want when you want it but when you need it. I was tried and tried but I held out. Things are looking positive and I couldn't be in a better place in my life.
When you think things are tough and won't get better, hang out just a little bit longer they will.
<3
Robin
